Showing posts with label Doctors. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Doctors. Show all posts

Friday, April 22, 2016

Endowhat Premiere Toronto


I have been anticipating this event for months and it finally came.


I remember being in middle/high school and always having to watch these sex education movies and thinking even at that time they were so out of date (literally made in the 70's). I felt so proud to be sitting there in the audience experiencing history being made.. just saying that is giving me chills as we speak. From the moment it started I was in tears. I was just so happy that after all this time finally we had something to use as a tool for education. 

The part I love about this movie and its purpose is below and what their plan is going to be. This is huge!! This means that finally people will get the most up to date educational information since.....  the "Sampson theory" (1920) So this is why I am so excited about it.




Shannon Cohn did an amazing job with this movie and gathered a lot of big players out there in the Endo world. I was so happy to see familiar faces on the screen because it made it real for me. 

My mother and sister came out and it was the first time they had ever come to an Endo event. Needless to say my blog has been my venting place as I didn't have support the last 25 yrs living with this disease. They finally got to see what have been living with and for the first time in my life I feel validation because I truly believe my mother had no idea that it was this bad and feels horrible for not being there all these years and me suffering alone. 

So Shannon thanks for making it a night I will never forget. 




















Sunday, March 23, 2014

The Toronto Endometriosis Symposium 2014



First off I just want to say this symposium rocked. The speakers were amazing and they all brought something to the table. I don't get to go the meetings in Toronto often but I was lucky enough to attend the 2012 symposium to meet a bunch of these amazing ladies that have done an amazing job at putting these together with very very limited funds. How they do it I don't know but I think Canada definitely needs more funding for this Network from the government as well as Endosisters all across Canada. If we want to be heard and make a difference this is the place to start.

My phone died so I am going to use some of the pics that Ten tweeted during the symposium so you can see who was there.


To start off the symposium we had Jan Silverman who I adore since the day I first heard her speak in 2012. For 20 yrs she worked as a Clinical Program Specialist - Infertility Support and Education Program at the
Women's College Hospital in Toronto in which was closed down in 2012 due to supposed budget cuts. Read more about her passions here

Just to have someone in the room has been around with block with Women who suffer with Endo or infertility is amazing. She has such heart and passion for what she does and the city of Toronto is so blessed to have her in their midsts. Her words are so clear "YOU ARE NOT ALONE ON THIS JOURNEY"


Next up was my favourite Endometriosis Advocate from the CEC Heather Guidone. Just her presence at the symposium was powerful. She has been advocating for over 20 yrs (If I am not mistaken) and is a support all throughout social media. She comes with so much information and insight that is was such a pleasure on its own to finally meet her yesterday. She discussed how everyone is effected not just the Endo patient and how Endometriosis is a public health crisis and at this day in age this should not still be happening. 


Next up was Dr. Wong a gynaecologist in Toronto he spoke about how to be specific with your pain when explaining it to your doctor (sharp, numbing, and where) and the journey through the doctors offices. One thing that I found that I completely did not agree with at all is that he said "We use Lupron to diagnose Endo at times" Big fail in my eyes. This is where Canada is lacking and it was quite apparent because this is the normal run around you get. He also said that all Endo sometimes can't be removed because some microscopic parts will regrow and I disagree with that as well as a good surgeon can see all Endo and knows what to look for. Don't get me wrong I don't think he is a bad surgeon however it shows that Canada has a long way to go in treating and treatment for Endometriosis patients. He did mention "A pelvic exam should not be painful" This is what I found funny because every single exam I have ever had hurt and why did no one pick up on this? During this time there was discussion about Medical Marijuana that you tell that Dr. Wong was not comfortable talking about it but the room of patients sure wanted to. 


Next up was Pamela Frank a Health Solution Specialist, a licensed Naturopathic Doctor, women's health & infertility expert. She discuss diet and what we eat such as Meat, Dairy PCB's in Fish, and dioxins being linked to Endometriosis through those foods and also how little research has been done with the Endometriosis diet.  She talked about how Telomerase was higher in women with Endo, something I will need to read up more on, how gluten has been associate with pain in women with Endo. She recommended a site called http://www.kidsafeseafood.org/



Next up was the guy everyone was waiting to see and to hear from Dr. Sinervo from the CEC in Georgia. He talked about Bowel Endo and how often it is mistaken for IBS making it more difficult for patients to get the right treatment done because unless the bowel is invaded with Endo otherwise a colonoscopy will show nothing and the patient is then labelled with the IBS title. He asked how many people were told they had IBS and almost everyone in the room put up their hands. He talked about how doctors need to start listening to their patients and showed some video's of Endo from the bowel being removed. There are limited doctors who excise Endo and that is the gold standard but there are only a limited amount that can actually do it and more need to be trained. 


Next up was Dr. Orbuch and although I have heard her name I didn't know much about her but I was completely and utterly fascinated by what she talked about. She discussed co-morbid/Co-existing conditions that go hand in hand with Endo including IBS, Vulvodynia, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, TMJ, Chronic Fatigue, Celiac Disease, Interstitial Cystitis. She talked about how younger patients endo are some times clear so can be often missed by an unskilled surgeon. She said that cauterized Endo does not grow back it means that it was never fully removed properly and that 50-86% of Endo patients also have IC. She talked about how low dose valium taken orally or vaginally can help with Endo and IC and also addressing Pelvic Floor dysfunction in all patients with Endo that are still in pain. 

I wish that she could have touched more on the PFD but time was limited. I will post back a link once I find it that she gave me in regards to the co-existing disease as I know I read it somewhere. 


Next up was Tara McKee who is a Sex educator/counsellor, workshop facilitator & psychotherapist. Gestalt Therapy trained and has her own private practice. She talked about how sex doesn't have to mean full penetration and it could be oral, touching, massaging etc. Many women who have Endo suffer with pain sexually even when climaxing so she gave different ideas on how to bring the "sexy time" back into a relationship. I thought she was great, made the room laugh and she made good points. 


My over all experience of the symposium was great. I am so happy that I could attend and for those who missed it I will post soon the You-tube link once they have it up. 

For me what I learned the most well more of because I do believe this is key is that every Endometriosis patient needs a group of doctors working for her such as a GP who is educated and understanding, a good Endo surgeon to excise the disease, Physiotherapy, Psychotherapy, sex therapy etc. There needs to be a united front involving patients like us because it is so hard to know what to do and how to avoid ending up in one medical room after another when it is completely necessary.  

Monday, January 13, 2014

Stand up for your own health because no one else will.




A narrative letter written from a patient to her surgeon.

To Dr. X

I decided to write this letter as I am very angry and thankful at the same time with you. In 2007 I came to you and within seconds the rectovaginal cyst was found that was missed for 12 yrs. I suffered from the age of 13 yrs. old and was made to feel like I was losing my mind and tossed so many meds and turned away by over 40+ doctors. When you booked surgery 3 months later I was ecstatic because finally I would get some answers although I knew from all my research I had done for 14 yrs. at that time that I had stage IV.
I want to thank you for the job that you did as it was a successful surgery for 2 yrs. and you did do a lot of work on me, however the treatment I received from 2010-2012 was unreal. The first couple of times I came back to see you I told you that I was having a lot of bowel and bladder pain and you told me I was just trying to find a problem when there was no problem. This went on for about a year and with me leaving crying because you weren’t even listening to what I was saying. Around 2012 you finally did an ultrasound and found fluid in the cul-de-sac and told me to go on Lupron and if I wasn’t in any more pain and the fluid was gone it was Endo and you would operate and if it wasn’t than you wouldn’t and that it wasn’t Endo.
Well I did the Lupron as requested and no I wasn’t having sex because it still hurt and yes I was still in pain with my bladder and bowels yet you didn’t do another ultrasound you just said “It’s not Endo its neuropathic pain syndrome” also mentioned something about me being too high risk and that there was too much damage done from the Endo and the surgery in 2007 you would not operate. What you made me feel that day was so wrong. I was put through so much mental anguish as well as suffering and you were not willing to treat me unless it was with Lupron and that went on for about 2 yrs.
You knew I was going to Pain Clinic and you sent me to a “baby doctor” either because you didn’t believe me or because you just didn’t care. You wanted me not to come back and you did not want to help me. I will have you know that after being subjected to 3 different types of meds and peeing 60x a day and using enemas 3 times a week she finally operated on me and yes there was "Endo" on my bladder and in the cul-de-sac and also carbon residue on the bladder flap from the laser being used in 2007. There was also scar tissue wrapped around my bowels stuck to my laparotomy scar,  as well as it was on my ovary, tubes and ureters.
So that being said I had to be operated on by someone who didn’t have the skill and she “got all the endo she could” She left Endo on my bladder, and could not remove the ovary, tube and ureter embedded into the pelvic wall by dense adhesions even though I had told her and we agreed upon that if it became too complicated she would open me up and remove it all. Guess what? That didn’t happen and I am now still suffering.
At this point in my journey I have a top surgeon who will not operate, a surgeon who does not understand Endometriosis the way someone should if they were being sent to them for that specific reason and a GP that knows nothing about Endometriosis.
I have researched for 23 yrs. and with that I have had to push to even get to where I am because no doctors in Canada will help you with this disease. You are the one that should be the one standing up for us but you don’t you throw us under the bus and make us feel like it’s all in our heads and that we will not die from it. Do you know what this disease has done for my quality of life over the last 23 yrs.? Do you know how much I have been let down by doctors over that time and how humiliated some of them made me feel? I have no doctor, no surgeon and no options and I am suffering every single day.
I was denied by Ohip for out of country surgery twice because I don’t have a specialist that will sign off on it. Considering the history of you and that U.S surgeon have, my chances of you signing off on it are slim next to none and I need this surgery. I live in a country where health care is free and I understand all the politics that are involved and I understand all that you do for people with Endometriosis and you are overworked and underpaid but why not stand up for us and tell the Ministry of Health that we just don’t have the proper tools and enough surgeons to do this type of surgery? You are one person you can’t do it all and in the end you make patients feel like they are making up the pain and that it’s all in their heads.
If Endometriosis is your passion then why are you not standing up for us? Why let us suffer?
You are the only person that can make this surgery happen in Atlanta and I am begging you to please write me a letter stating that my surgery can’t be done here because it’s too complicated.  Please do not make me suffer another year of this I can’t go on another 23 yrs. of this and either can my family.
Only you have the power to change how things work in the Country your voice matters and I need this and so do so many other woman. I have nowhere to go and I can’t be operated on again by someone that doesn’t know what they are doing. So please consider this as you are my last option or I will have to pay out of pocket for a much needed surgery with money I just don’t have. 

Yours truly.